It’s a subtle thing and the central aspect of this healing journey. Healing not so much referring to the old funny business in my brain, that was just a little symptom; if it has not already I expect it will sort out completely once I have full integrated the energetic or, if you prefer, spiritual, shift. The doctors have no idea, at their own admission and how could they with their limited perspective? Limited to the physical and to causative reasoning they are blind to the unseen matrix where, both scientist and mystic share, everything originates. Happily the diagnostic skills of the heart are profoundly effective if only we listen, relearn to see with more than our eyes.
I say sort out completely – I have zero symptoms or limitations upon my life, kind of like having a cold but with no runny nose or cough or phlegm to indicate you do; would you really be concerned about getting rid of such a symptomless cold? In this instance I wish my brain to restore to normal cell expression for one main reason – it will provide the physical evidence, important in this materially biased time, to demonstrate healing has taken place. It will thus provide me a larger mandate to guide and inspire the level of healing I am generating in myself in others. Being a ‘medical miracle’ will greatly support my catalysing and inspiring the deep transformation, the healing and awakening of others. Plus it will help my family completely relax should there be any residual concern despite the stability. In my mind it’s happened, I am healed, whether my body has yet caught up or not is not important.
The shift I am making in each moment and once and for all is receiving love and I have realised these last days that I had for a month or two fallen back into an old energetic pattern where I disconnect from the ever-present flow of love around me. The love of my friends and family and more fundamentally the love of life itself. The love of God. The love of myself. Beyond our personal story or metaphysical preferences, fundamentally, energetically, it is all the same. So my work is simple – open up, breathe it in, let love in. And should a moment arise when I feel the disconnection, when I notice my cutting off the flow, embrace this moment as grand healing opportunity and breathe love into this corner of the psyche. In this way I heal. May such profound prescription be dispensed and demonstrated to all who suffer separation.
A wonderful side-effect of being full of love is it overflows, and others around me receive, as much as they allow. It’s beautifully infectious, effortlessly radiant. To observe one’s presence be transformative, to see one’s being light up another is the highest pleasure. Furthermore when I am love, when I am this effulgent joy I am the new level of consciousness Einstein pointed to, I am being the change as Ghandi put it. I am a source of love and truth. I want nothing else.
So, remember my dear Will, remember my dear you, let the love flow, receive that you may fully give.
May we receive with such complete surrender that all notions of separateness be washed away in an intoxicating tsunami of love.

Love is the affinity which links and draws together the elements of the world… Love, in fact, is the agent of universal synthesis – Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

The Meaning of Love by Rumi :

Both light and shadow are the dance of love
Love has no cause
It is the astrolabe of God’s secrets
Lover and loving are inseparable and timeless
Although I may try to describe love, when I experience it I am speechless,
Although I may try to write about love I am rendered helpeless, my pen breaks and the paper slips away to the ineffable place where lover, loving and loved are one,
Every moment is made glorious by the light of love.